Sitting amidst Nietzsche, you'd think 'Noosh would just come up and hit you on the head. Not the case. Steeped in fast plans, shallow relationships, and talk of the future, some of us (and by some, I mean this speaker) find it harder and harder to stay true to the internal Noosh flow of the Becoming World. Everywhere outside tries to make things labeled and sedentary, while everything is changing faster than I can keep up.
'Nooshing with relationships continues to be a mystery to me. School is last on the agenda, and hope tries to surface for real relationships but fades away in a cloud of confusion. There are moments that click and I cling to those shamelessly. But as the weeks peel away and the months drag on, it becomes harder and harder to hold on to this ideal or feeling of Panoosh.
Movement usually delivers, so I'm definitely getting up now to leave. But before I go, let me just say that I love how this blog started and am truly sad that it's becoming a rarely visited place in my online terrain. It'll still be here, and I'll still be insane, at least that much is true (?)
